Shrinks are overrated...

15:27 & 14.01.04
Couldn't love ever be something tangible and real?

For reasons known, this song has been in my head all day, especially the first verse:

DOESN'T IT EVER STAY

MUST IT ALWAYS FADE AWAY

COULDN'T LOVE EVER BE

SOMETHING TANGIBLE AND REAL

FAREWELL FAIRWEATHER FRIEND

ABANDONMENT RETURNS TO TAUNT ME AGAIN

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO STAY

LINGER AND MEAN THE WORDS YOU SAID

FOOLISHLY I ROMANTICIZED

SOMEONE WAS SAVING MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO BE THERE WHEN I

OPENED UP MY EYES

I WAS CAUGHT IN YOUR MASQUERADE

WISH I'D STAYED BENEATH MY VEIL

BUT IT JUST SEEMED SO EASY TO

OPEN UP MYSELF TO YOU

ONCE MORE INTO THE WIND

THE EMBERS SCATTER

AND THE CHILL SETTLES IN

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO STAY

LINGER AND MEAN THE WORDS YOU SAID

FOOLISHLY I ROMANTICIZED

SOMEONE WAS SAVING MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO BE THERE WHEN I

OPENED UP MY EYES

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO STAY

LINGER AND MEAN THE WORDS YOU SAID

FOOLISHLY I ROMANTICIZED

SOMEONE WAS SAVING MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO BE

THE ONE TO GET ME THROUGH THAT NIGHT

ENDING

I ONLY WANTED YOU

TO BE THERE WHEN I

OPENED UP MY EYES

DOESN'T IT EVER STAY?

I ONLY WANTED YOU TO...

STAY

-- "I Only Wanted" by Mariah Carey